everyones on tumblr now and anyone hardly ever checks or updates their xangas anymore including me haha but my god looking back on my old posts and how nice it always was to have this here for me to always express how i was feeling helped me out so much and all of you guys who always commented/messeged me. i love this blog for some weird reason ive grown so attached to it kindof weird but whatever. i feel safe here

all my parents have been doing is fighting..im so sick of being in this house

its the hardest thing to accept that you and me may never be together again..

tonight i just realized how different my life will be after i graduate..where i'm going to live, the people i'm going to meet, the people i'm going to loose, the life i'll lead...it all just feels so weird. these years have gone by too fast and i doubt these ahead will pass by any slower. 

it feels so weird updating on this since i havent in months but things have pretty much been the same lately.